Stressed up

I can't believe I'm still spending more time doing band stuff and work than studying.

ARGH!

I'm going nuts. Can't wait for a ktv session.

But it's not just to relax. I also need to find a song I can potentially sing for the company karaoke contest. As if that's not hard enough, I also need to find the vcd for it if I come across something. That's that hard part.
[Anyone know if Na Ying's Ai Shang Ni Deng Yu Ai Shang Ji Mo got ktv vcd/dvd? I saw the song in my sister's playlist, I realised that I could possibly try it.]

I'm not going bowling this Sunday. They found someone better. Good for me I guess. I ought to be studying.

Tomorrow is my sister's bf's bday. Whole family will be going for dinner. Dearie and I will probably be lazing around the whole weekend - of course, unless we actually get any studying done.

I'm still freaking stressed up. Need to sleep first. So so so tired... but why is it still so hard to sleep?