No $$$, so I spend more

Dearie wants to open his business with his friends really badly. I can't help him at all, so what do I do? I spend money in hopes of getting some.

Yep. That's right. I turned to Singapore's biggest donation box - the Singapore Pools booth.

I just bought Toto and 4D. What the hell is wrong with me sia....... A sign of desperation? Eeks. Gambling is an evil. An addiction. I cannot allow myself to take this path. No doubt I've only bought a few times, but I really need to control myself more.

My colleague says to take it as if it's a donation to charity. Also can't really deny that right? Haha!

I spent $8 today. That could have fed me 3 lunches. As it is already rationing money when Dearie and I go out. Dearie kenna have to stop work for 2 weeks 'cos the company not doing well. He got $2 left in the bank.

So disappointed with myself. Argh. No more Toto and 4D for me...... at least for this month..............