Then again...

I may not be as ok as I think I am.

I really don't know. But now I truly understand this - don't go snooping around if you can't handle what you'll find.

It's time I went out to make more friends. Go out a little more. Maybe that's the whole point. He's secure that I am going to be here for him. And I'm super insecure about him.

I don't know why. Is a girl's intuition always right? Or am I really just thinking waaay too much?

Either way, I've decided. I need to get out more. Do more wild stuff. If he can do it, so can I. He's never stopped me. Let's see if he does anything now.

Now... what can I do?